After the session, my eyes were open wider than they have ever been, I could not find a trace of fatigue anywhere in my body and my mind was awake and fresh and bright in the way that I am looking for but never find when I drink coffee.
I am pissed! Is this what healthy people feel like? Or could feel like if they took care of themselves? In this moment of brilliant mental clarity I am aware, more than at any other time, of how much I lost in those Lyme years.
I want to feel like this all the time.